Update 4/9/2015

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Personal shat, feel free to skip it

    Well, best to say this right now before shat hit's the fan, but I expect shat to hit the fan once I am done with this semester.... Why? Because I am failing in at least 2 of my 4 classes, even if both technically apply to my newly switched major. And because that I honestly think that I will end up failing both classes, I will soon have disappointed parents glaring down at me and I'll end up thinking that they are yelling and angry at me, which will probably make me feel like shat and act like a scared child given how stupid my brain can become.

    So, I'm kinda expected to be grounded from the PC for a bit when that eventually happen. Might be a good thing since... well, I am addicted to the internet in general... but the part i'm always worried about is forgetting about this great site and all the people I've meet on it... it has happened before actually.

    And, yea, I'm planning on taking a break from college, possibly for even longer than one semester. Mainly so I can gather more money, learn how to drive, and try to test 2 things out.

#1: YouTube Content creating
   

#2: Twitch Livestreaming
   

However, that may not happen if my parents get mad at me for this year... and they might. Why? Well, I'll tell you in a list of my favorite classes of this year (yes, I already know which I hate and like already).

Best!: Intro into Lit
   

2nd Best: Fundementals of Game Design
   

2nd Worst: Pre-Calculus [Failing]
   

Worst!: Data Structure I [Failing]
   

    So.... yea, I'm basically failing 2 out of 4 of my classes (can't you tell that this was forgotten then picked up again at a much later time? :dummy:), even though I think the 2 classes I'm failing in doesn't matter in my "New Media" major now. Yup, I changed majors from game design to website and (probably) mobile design. But, I'm still scared of what might happen if my parents find out that, yea I'm failing 2 out of 4 of my classes, because I can just imagine them yelling at me for that. Now, my parents are actually pretty nice to me, so I am thankful for that. I also tend to mistake anger for disappointed most of the time.
    But, yea, still scared and worried what might happen, to the point of me pacing and getting my heart going (oh yea, I do tend to pace, mainly as a nervous habit). If I get grounded from using this (the computer) (expecting sometime around June for it to happen), maybe that will give me more time to draw... but, I will try to post something to let everyone know.
    I also think that I should say this before anything gets worse, but.... do you guys remember when I said I have a over active imagination... well... when I feel down, my brain starts going to.... dark places. Because of that, I am working on what I call a PLAN GG, meaning.... you know.... Good Game. The plan is incase the drama is too much, when I feel like there's nothing left, when my emotions get the better of me, even if I.... you know......, I'll at least have a backup, to hopefully keep my OCs alive, a OC Will (which is still in development)you could call it, even when I'm not around. And, given how my brain is sometimes... that can possibly happen. PLAN GG also will give one of my friends my password to access this account so it doesn't get deleted, I have 3 people in mind to give it to so far.
    Sorry if that was a bit down, had to get it out of my system. Hope you guys feel more relax than I'm currently am, see ya later :)
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...O_O...

well...let's hope nothing bad happens to you. That wouldn't be good... :(